Faded? Disassociated? Disfellowshipped? Having doubts? Scared to leave? You are NOT alone. You are not trash. You are a beautiful human being that deserves to be happy. If you are being shunned, it is NOT your fault. You don't deserve to have to settle for conditional love. It hurts, but there is a whole family of people just like you, with the same experiences, that know what you're suffering. We're here and we're only a Google or Facebook search away. You are NOT alone.